When addiction happens, it happens to the whole family, and addiction comes in so so so many forms. Whether the addiction is to food, alcohol, heroine, marijuana, chaos (etc.), whether the addiction is loud or quiet, whether the addiction is visible to the public or a closely held secret, each member of the family unconsciously scrambles to find ways to manage and cope with the addiction. Not individually, but within the family unit. Each person takes on a specific role to try to graft structure, predictability and/or some semblance of normalcy onto one of the most traumatic family events possible - addiction.
Though it's not always the case, a familiar constellation of characters will emerge:
1. The addict. This person is the center of attention in the family. Conversations, decisions and energy expenditure revolve around this person. As this role is cemented, others family members unconsciously look for ways to balance this dynamic out.
2. The hero. This person sees it as their job to make everyone in the family look good. They attempt to rescue the family from the shame of addiction by putting a positive face forward. The hero seems put together and balanced, but is often isolated in their hurt. Heros typically engage in perfectionistic ways.
3. The jester. This person tells all the jokes and tries to keep things on a superficial level, so as to protect others and themselves from feeling the deep, painful truth of the situation. The constant joking is a distraction tactic and can sometimes involve 'mean humor' that distracts even further by adding a layer of anger on top of the superficial joking. The more layers there are, the more the painful truth of the addiction gets buried. The jester wants to bury it away just like everyone else, because no one really knows what to do with it.
The underlying feelings of the jester are often embarrassment, shame and anger.
4. The lost child. This is the family member who just sort of emotionally checks out of the situation. They are not literally the child, but can be a husband, sister, etc. They care deeply, but step away so as not to be an additional burden. The lost child is careful to avoid drama on any level; they are quiet, low-key and often relinquish their personal needs.
The underlying feelings of the lost child are guilt, loneliness, neglect and anger.
5. The scapegoat. Similar to the jester, the scapegoat makes a lot of noise, only the scapegoat does it through rebellion and dramatics. The acting out is done in order to distract from the problem that no one has a solution to. This person creates problems that are clearly unnecessary but there's an "at least these problems have solutions," mentality behind them. Offering the family a set of fixable problems during a time when all the family wants to do is fix the problem of addiction (which has no clear fix) is the way in which the scapegoat tries to contribute.
6. The caretaker. This person tries to keep everyone happy, presents well to their community (i.e. doesn't mention the addiction) and continues to make excuses for the addict. The caretaker unknowingly makes it more difficult for the addict to realize the gravity of their choices by constantly rescuing the addict before the reality and the consequences of their destructive choices set in. The rescue isn't a real rescue, it's just a quick fix. It's this cycle of enabling that swallows up the caretakers time, energy and emotional availability for other members of the family and for their own relationship satisfaction in their personal life. Understandably so (because of their intimate connection with the addict), the caretaker does not know how to let go and refuses to do so out of a misplaced sense of loyalty and love.
The underlying feelings for the caretaker are inadequacy, fear and helplessness.
The most ideal addiction treatment would involve the whole family as one unit in family therapy, but that approach is not always practical. The next best thing is for each family member to seek their own help out in clarifying what their role is, whether they want to continue playing it and how to step into a new role that is not dictated by dysfunction, but by their own personal hopes, desires and dreams in life. Many times the role players (i.e. the non-addicts) hold all the desire for change, "I just want ___ to be happy, truly, that's all I really want in life." What family members begin to learn in therapy is two fold:
1. If you're holding all the desire and motivation for someone else to change, you don't leave any for the addict to hold themselves (i.e. personal accountability).
2. If your happiness is dependent upon the addict's successful recovery (which the addicts own happiness is also dependent upon) you are unwittingly doubling the pressure for the addict to connect to real help. If the addict fails, which is every addicts prediction for themselves, they have now failed twice as hard. This makes an addict twice as likely to avoid treatment.
If you are dealing with addiction in any way, recruit support. There are so many local, free organizations which offer real help and connection during the deeply isolating and often hopeless experience of addiction. Groups like Al-anon, for example, that are just for family members of an addict. There are also online forums, a ton of books, individual therapy and more formal support groups. You can't control everything, but you can change some things.
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